Pray For A Peace World

Maybe Im just no one who has all the power to change the world or a rich girl who can use money to do everything I want. But through these words I just want to write down what all my heart feels about the world condition right now.

Here Im living, in the end of 2012. This year, world become so modern. Human life feel more essier. But still there’s always a war.

I just can’t really understand why people who is so powerfull prefer doing war to help other. Gun, tank, fire, bomb are everywhere in this world. No matter in USA, Indonesia, Palestine, Israel, Europe, Anywhere…

Many people dying everyday due to war. childern who never know anything about the world problem also being victims of the war.
Im so sad, see all my brothers and sisters around the world dying just because bomb, gun, tank, and all.

I just can’t understand all this..
why? why should they put a war?
why should the kill each other?
Is it all for money? for sovereignity? for pride? for gift? for God? for country?
Why? Why childern should die in war?
why the kill innocent people?

I just can’t understand why.
If we really ask to our pure heart, what world we want to life? I do believe everyone will say a peace world.

No matter what is our religion, no matter what is our nationalism, no matter what is our skin color, why couldn’t we be one?
Just respect each other, just life peacefully with each other.
Is it very difficult to life with the different?

We are all living on one homeland, world.
I do believe that’s all okey with the different.
we can be our own self, and we dont have to force anyone else just to be like us.
We can respect it if we really want to life peacefully.

So why? does money, pride, religion, nasionalism, ras, or any motive just much better then peace?
what does money mean when we couldn’t life peacefully?
what is the pride of killing innocent people?
Does God love you when you make a war?
I guess No…

Come on, let’s take seconds to ask our heart. what world do we really want to life?
A peace world..

Only in a peace world we can smile away with each other, we can laugh, and we can be happy.

Differences is created not to cause a war.
But differences is created to make the world beautifull.

So let’s stop a war.
Put the gun down, stop the tank, and stop the bomb.
let’s just hold hand to hand, be the one, forgive each other, love each other..

No matter who you are, we are all the brothers and sisters.

So, I pray, not only for my own life, or my family, but more then that for the world. I pray for a better world, for a peace world.

I hope this world would be peace soon

This I Promise You

Remember first time cruising on someone then falling in love..
Even years have passed away, this song is still so romantic to be heard..
I believe it's not only in the song nor fairytale, but it does true exist in my real life..

The visions around youBring tears to your eyesAnd all that surrounds youAre secrets and lies

I'll be your strength, I'll give you hopeKeepin' your faith when it's coldThe one you should callStanding here all alone

And I will take you in my armsAnd hold you right where you belongTill the day my life is throughThis I promise you, this I promise you

I've loved you foreverIn lifetimes beforeAnd I promised you neverWould you hurt anymore

I give you my word, I give you my heart(Give you my heart)This is a battle we've wonAnd with this vowForever has now begun

Just close your eyes(Just close your eyes)Each loving day(Each loving day)And know this feeling won't go away(No)Till the day my life is throughThis I promise you, this I promise you

Over and over I fall(Over and over I fall)When I hear you callWithout you in my life, babyI just wouldn’t be livin’ at all

And I will take you in my arms(And I will take you in my arms )And hold you right where you belong(Right where you belong)Till the day my life is throughThis I promise you, babe, yeah

Just close your eyes each loving dayAnd know this feeling won't go awayEvery word I say is trueThis I promise you

Every word I say is trueThis I promise you, I promise youI promise you

I want to hold your hand

an old song, but this is so touchable song for me..
when you got a problem sometime all what you need is someone you love sitting next to you and hold your hand..
This song remind me of my father.
Everytime I scared I would run after him.
Now when I got a problem I just want to hold his hand..

I Want To Hold Your Hand

Oh yeah, I'll tell you somethingI think you'll understandWhen I say that somethingI want to hold your hand

I want to hold your handI want to hold your hand

Oh please say to meYou'll let me be your manAnd please say to meYou'll let me hold your hand

You'll let me hold your handI want to hold your hand

And when I touch you I feel happy insideIt's such a feeling that my loveI can't hide, I can't hide, I can't hide

Yeah, you got that somethingI think you'll understandWhen I say that somethingI want to hold your hand

I want to hold your handI want to hold your hand

And when I touch you I feel happy insideIt's such a feeling that my loveI can't hide, I can't hide, I can't hide

Yeah, you got that somethingI think you'll understandWhen I feel that somethingI want to hold your hand

I want to hold your handI want to hold your handI want to hold your hand

Everybody's Hurt

*Enjoy This Song :D

When your day is long
And the night
The night is yours alone
When you're sure you've had enough of this life
Well hang on

Don't let yourself go
Cause everybody cries
And everybody hurts
Sometimes

Sometimes everything is wrong
Now it's time to sing along
(When your day is night alone)
Hold on, hold on
(If you feel like letting go)
Hold on
If you think you've had too much of this life
Well hang on

Cause everybody hurts
Take comfort in your friends
Everybody hurts

Don't throw your hand
Oh, no
Don't throw your hand
When you feel like you're alone
No, no, no, you're not alone

If you're on your own
In this life
The days and nights are long
When you think you've had too much
Of this life
To hang on

Well, everybody hurts
Sometimes, everybody cries
And everybody hurts
Sometimes

And everybody hurts
Sometimes

So, hold on, hold on
Hold on, hold on
Hold on, hold on
Hold on, hold on
(Everybody hurts
You are not alone)

It's My Sister's 17th Birthday

Happy Birthday to my sister 
today, 8th december 2012, she’s getting 17th years old..
Wow… omedeto  

Since it’s her 17th birthday, this should be “a stone stand” for her. It’s her last year in senior high school, and next years she should struggle to be accepted in University 

Ofcourse since she’s my younger sister, I do hope she would be much better then me, at least she can be totally herself, and she can reach all her dreams.. 
Amin..

Hm.. it’s still big question for my family about what major she will take in university, I gues it should be an architecture, or maybe such us an information and technological enginering. Well, whatever it is, I hope she would take that seriously, and be the best on it.

Just wait upto next year.
Oh yeah, she probably would go to Malang or Surabaya to attend university as well.
Hm.. this sounds so good for her.

Now, in her 17th birthday, I only be able to pray for her, may she would be much better, could be a prouded daughter for our parent, and also all her dreams may come true.

Well, so it’s your birthday. happy birthday Dessy  
wish you all luck

Ticketing is so tirefull

Today is my second phase of mid test period (second week). it’s done good enough, eventhough I didn’t answer perfectly but for me it’s enough when I could understand all the question and have it answered. 

So, as I planned today, I gotta go to the train station exchanging my ticket and buy a new one for my mom. See, it’s already the day about 2 pm when I went to the station.

as predicted, the line was sooooo loooongggg, and I gotta wait upto an hour (almost) to get my turn. then when I would exchanging my ticket, the servant said, I need to attach my IDcard copied. what so damn full, I was asking in information center before, and another servant in it said “that’s all I have to show!!” big lie..

I was so frustated, it’s long way to go the station, I even haven’t eaten at all, and I was so tired. in such condition, that would be easy for me to get so emotional.

at the end, I got to wait on line twice, and finishing my ticket reservation. For the sake of this country, the system is getting much complicated year to year, I even do not feel the system is easier…
I hope someday, there’s a mechine for ticketing reservation, so we don’t have to wait on long-line.

Hmm, it’s not a good day, except I could do my test well. But when Im on the way home. I meet this women. The women with tumor on her stomach. she seem doesn’t have much money left.
She and her husband were just checked up on RS. Cipto in Selemba.
She sat right beside me, I pleased her to sit, then asking, “are you sick ma’m?”
she said yes, and she told me her story…
She said she doesn’t have enough money to do a surgery, she and her husband still strugling to get some help by showing their “poverty card”, so on, and so far. but still they haven’t got any idea..

Suddenly, all the bad day I feel just gone away.
masyaAllah, I forget to see, there’s still a lot of people is living a life that I might thing It’s a bad life, but they do, and they live it..

How could I just be so arrogant, ennoyed by people behavior toward me, since I still have a very gratefull and beautifull life.
Im feeling so sinfull, I should gratefull to GOD for cherish me and bless my life with so much love, blessing, so I can life a beautifull life.

Life never be bad for anyone, once you see it turning bad, you gotta change your point of view to a different side to see your own life.
Realize it, there’s still so many people who is living lucky-less life then ours…

God, I love YOU and Im so gratefull for this blessing Monday